haha I don't really know many people on here, but I'm going to post this anyways. I found this on a friends old journal entry. (It's a literal copy and paste)


"Rules:
You can ask me THREE questions
No matter how crazy, inappropriate, or random they are
I will answer 100% truthfully. (or as close to the truth as i can)

Now Here's The Dare.
You Must Put This in Your Journal
See What Other People Will Ask You
[or don't]

from ~bijarr who is rainbows.


from ~poop-mouth"

Do farts have lumps?

I have no Valentine.

Do any of you have friends that make you smile and do the most fucked up things that you wouldn't in your wildest dream imagine to do? I have a lot of friends but there are really only a few that just thinking about them gets me smiling instantly. Right now I'm trying to make sure I don't lose a couple of past friends, while not turning away from the ones I have right in front of me. I really hate myself for losing contact with a lot of people I talked to everyday back in high school. Sure I facebook them now and then, but lets be honest other than spamming your closest friends with pokes and stupidity, facebook has become a place to also "friend" people you either just randomly met in class or those you haven't talked to since the 3rd grade. I feel like that's where a lot of my friendships have gone. Cell phones are great, but who actually calls old friends now a days. I try, but it usually ends up with an awkward conversation of, "Oh hey, haven't talked to you in a while...." and then ends up ending with that phone call.

I have really been blessed with whom I have met, but to be honest...nothing is more depressing then talking to an old best friends as acquaintances. That's one thing I'm really afraid to happen with my new sets of friends. What the hell am I going to do when I graduate a year earlier than them. What am I going to do when I'm job hunting to the point I"m living in a shit hole apartment while my friends are still enjoying their last year in college together. Sure we could plan get togethers, but that's what I've been doing for so long with my older friends. At this point its nearly impossible to get a hold of any of them.

I really don't know what the fuck I"m going to do about it.

Alright, thank the heavens Summer is over and I can finally get back to the things I love! ANIMATION!!! I didn't get as much done this summer as I would have liked, but I did start drawing up ideas for my senior project. I also have more art shit that I have concocted that will finally be getting it's ass up! Well, I've got a job now, which I may add is a pain in my ass! It's nice to be working again and now I can finally pay for my car shit w/o pulling from my savings.

But seriously it'd be so much nicer if some of my coworkers would atually do their jobs. My manager pretty much highered a bunch of bricks that rest throughout the store. Well, mainly one is a brick. I actually like the rest! My fav people are leaving though. I want to cry an ocean and pour it into the boat of life and drown my self. After rubbing myself against glass covered walls, chugging a gallon of asprin, and jumping infront of a moving vehicle. I'd prefer a tractor, so it can be slow and painful while my farm girl life passes through my eyes.

haha Yeah, maybe not that but I am pretty pissed I covering my coworkers shifts this week. I supossed to be getting ready for UMBC. fuck yeah

I CAN"T WAIT TO GO BACK!!!! KIM and ROSE IF YOU READ THIS, I MISS THE FUCK IMAGES OF YOU hurrying me up out of the bathroom so we can get to the dining hall before it closes, ripping down all of my positive thoughts of my favorite band, jamming sessions that really lead to nowhere, watching stupid ass shit on youtube, and most of all WAITING FOR THE DAMN PRINTER TO WORK!!!

I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!! DAMN!!!!

It's my 19t birthday! I'm so happy because my friends, at 12:00 am put little posters up on my dorm room door. Right now I have a lovely banner with a picture of the Beatles, KISS, Spiderman, and Choco-Pies. And of course "Happy Birthday!" I also have two smaller posters with a photoshopped picture of Paul McCartney and I with "True Love" written under it and a mini poster of Ace Frehley in his Destroyer costume holding his Gibson Les Paul, with "Shock Me Have a rocken birthday!" haha I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!!!

Earlier this week my roomate, (who's birthday is on the 21st) and my friend down the hall (who's birthday is in July) all celebrated our birthdays. Sadly we couldn't have had a party in the summer to meet up so we combined it! I have to say, I love my Beatles laptop case, my book, my Pajama Pants, my ear rings, my Yorks (love THEM!), my aviators and other gifts I got! I have to say though, my favorite gift I got was from my friend Kim who got me a KISS Dynasty Record from the late 70s. I ALWAYS WANTED A KISS RECORD!!!!!

Well, I'd like to say my birthday has been perfect, but I have an exam to worry about today. I've been taking notes all day and I want to relax, BUT I CAN"T!!!! Well, anyways at least I get greeted with a whole bunch of birthday wishes on facebook. haha

See ya!